Just maybe, on our path to healing, we must plumb the depths of our sorrow, regret, and shame. Just maybe we have to do this so that we can orient ourselves; up and down, Sky and Earth, positive and negative (as this manifests on the Earth Plane). You see, it gets so easy to lose our bearings. Let this help your belief then:
When you are in the depths of misery, know that your way to peace, love, and joy is very simple now, not tricky at all. The way is being made so clear! You can rejoice in this!
Just maybe all you need to do to in order to find your way to the Light is to travel straight up, toward the polar opposite of the nothingness you have found yourself in. That is what it is, you know, nothingness, an illusion, albeit a necessary one while we are still clothed in the flesh. Only Spirit is Truth and Truth is making your way so clear now, Dear One!
you can simply
I will lift up my eyes to the hills. From where does my help come? My help comes from the Lord, the Maker of heaven and Earth.